A physco killer

Hi, I'm jack the physco killer And this is my story I was 5 years old kid,my family which include my dad,mom and me is very happily living in one small town in India, I still remember that day 11th June 1996 which smashed my life in hell, My mom leave us for another guy,my dad is totally addicted to drugs and alcohol,he left job and hospitalised and one day he died, But my mom didn't came to him, My whole life is like hell, On that day I had promised my self if any betrayed they had be to killed, I had struggled a lot on those days,be orphaned is so tough, I had survived for years, Now I had depression with things what's happening around me, how can anyone betray everyone easily??? It's make so anger and hurt my feelings, So I had decided to what's my hearts and my feelings wants to kill them, I have relationships with girls and purely love,care them and test them with some id or unknown numbers if she betrayed me..... Hahahahahah I will kill them hahahahha One by one I had killed almost 20-25 girls One fine day I saw one girl,I want her again and again,her beautiful eye I just want to drive in her eyes,her smile was just killer, At any cost I want her,I will follow her almost 7 days then she notice me, We got conversations as strangers and again next we got conversations,it's almost 7 days we are good friends now, we spent good time together and we have been very close, One fine day I had proposed her and she accepts me Its lovely day for me,I can't forget that day 😭😭😭😭 Afterwards my mind and my feelings are not matching, My mind says test her,my feelings says she is your true love, I got so much depressed and I don't know what I can do now, I can't control my body,my evil mind didn't listen my feelings, I did which I don't wants to do I test her with fake I'd asked about date......!!!! And she aaahhhh agreed My mind got blowup's and I'm going to kill her I had planned for her like before I did to kill her I got her I tied her to a chair and knife in my hand, I'm going near to her, But my feelings are hurt I ask her why she did to me?? She replied it's my choice I had what about my choice than??? She said now it's ur choice I said I will kill u nw it's my choice, Stabbed her neck with knife Her final words are I knw that your physco killer n your the one whom test me, but I love u so much, about your mom she left ur father because he had affairs with other, and she died From that moment I was like what did I done I want kill my self I had tried some many times but don't knw whom saving me n why???? May I have sins will punish her only Thankew so much for everyone reading this Yours ikonzunaid